It's been recently brought to my attention that I am stressed, and one of the biggest problems with that is the fact that I have no way of relieving that stress. There isn't one thing that I do for 'stress relief' but it really got me thinking. Obviously, I don't drink very much. I would be able to say safely I drink three times a month, and none of those times are to really get drunk, but that is all going out the window this weekend. I will get drunk if the situation warrants it, and I will loose control and forget about the last couple weeks, because honestly... they have been hell. I need to suck it up. My schedule for next semester is grueling and long. I don't have any time in the evenings to work, which means I will be working in the mornings if I can and working my ass off basically all semester. I am so sick of this, but I am still so motivated.
Enough complaining about school. I love school and everything that has to do with it. I don't want to sound like I am ungrateful in any way because I'm not. I always get kind of down right around this time because I feel like my head is going to explode from all the school work and Boise State in general.
The Yankees made it to the World Series. UGH.
On a positive note, I think I found someone to loan me an Anatomy and Physiology book that they used in college that contains the same information that will be taught in the Fall when I need it most. I guess I am just looking for a good head start on the information. I think if I study all summer I will have a really good lead on the info and I will be able to easily understand the information. This class is one of the hardest science classes in college; I've heard that from numerous people and it will probably kick my ass but I am aiming for a 4.0.
I love the weather. I know Ive said that people but seriously, this just makes me all happy inside that its getting cold. I love my winter clothing. I love it when it looks dark and dreary outside. It fits my insane mood at the moment.
Tanner and Kyle (A couple of guys I met and bonded with significantly last fall at BSU) are staying with me this weekend and we are all going to the BSU game on Saturday and going downtown for Halloween. This is my first Halloween being 21 and I am taking full advantage, (see above.) Then we will be watching some football game on Sunday morning (I know, I know.. but they are football fans, I just have the channel its playing on.) I think Ill need a weekend to recover from my weekend. =]
My mom was nice enough to buy me some flannel sheets for this winter for my bed. This excites me to no end because I never really did care much because anyone who knows me, knows that I could really care less about sheets. I like a bottom sheet but the top sheet just bugs me. Anyway, I mentioned something to her about them a while ago and she just called to ask what color I wanted. I chose tan because I figured that it would go really good with my duvet cover and everything. When I make my bed this weekend, Ill post a picture and show all those who are interested.
Jasmine is at a Kill Hannah concert right now. This is both exciting and the most depressing thing in the world. I wish I was with her, seeing them play new songs and all that and they still haven't announced any new dates or anything so I am really not sure that they are making it out this way before New Heart. I would be really surprised if they did, but again, I really just don't see that happening. Its too bad too because they are doing meet and greets and I was the leader for that. Oh well. I need to not complain about it because I'm excited that I got all the details of the meet and greet from Jas and yeah, I guess I will just settle for living vicariously.
I think I have rambled for FAR too long about things that are marginally interesting. So Ill leave you with one thought:
"If we all don't take cover, were all gonna to fall back in love again"
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