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You knew this was coming. I know I havent updated in a while, but this is definitely a blog to read if you want to know how crazy some weekends can get, because let me tell you... This weekend we let it all hang out, so to speak. It was the goal to completely let loose. The last couple of weeks had been so crazy with school and mid terms and stress outside of school that I felt like I was going to break.

I really am saving my money for New Heart this year, so I didnt really want to spend a whole lot on any kind of crazy costume. I decided to do the easiest costume I could find, which ended up being a Red Sox jersey and tight black pants. A "player" if you will. It was simple and cute and not over done and I didnt get too hot or anything. Anyway... the night ended up a BLAST. The downtown scene on Holidays is kind of interesting. China Blue, Dirty Little Roddy's and The Main Street Bistro offer a 20$ cover charge for unlimited entrance to all three bars. We opted for that considering the other bars are kind of lame so we opted to do that. We stopped at Roddy's first, Tanner was nice enough to buy me a drink, and we were well on our way.

I did drink a lot this weekend, but I cant even tell you how worth it it all was. We danced most of the night which I am paying for now because my body is just achy all over the place, and we drank and generally just had a really good, free spirited time. It was exactly what I needed. There are pictures on my facebook as well.

This week has been like war for me and school. I have a large rough draft essay due on Thursday(10 pages) and I also have a scientific paper due on Friday that I have to take to the writing center to get an approval from. So lame. I really do feel like I am drowning in all the course work right now. I have a test is Bio on Tuesday and again, feeling under prepared as always, while I still have hope that I can pull off my third A in that class. I also get to register on Friday which is exceptionally exciting considering my schedule for next semester. I will be taking five classes (I havent done that since my first year at BSU) and will still be trying to work two jobs. I will probably cut my hours some at the second job or take over mornings, I havent decided yet.

There is a sense of sadness lingering around me these days and I cant quite figure out what that is all about. I am not 'depressed' or at least I hope I'm not. I think maybe a part of it is loneliness. I live alone right now, and have since May. It actually is really nice, but at the same time I miss having someone constantly around to talk to too. My new roommate, Jenny, is moving in on the 15th which I cant even tell you how excited I am for that. She and I get along perfectly together and I am looking forward to her schedule. She is a house sitter and gone a lot of the time. I know this counteracts what I just told you about liking her being around, but itll be nice to know that someone else lives here. I hate going days sometimes without speaking a single word.

I cant wait for New Heart, and I know you probably are sick of hearing this from me, but seriously... I cant even tell you how excited I am for it. I need it, I need to let loose and have a blast seeing the best band in the world and get to see a city Ive never been too, but possible determined to move too once I become a licensed nurse. Only 43 days left until we leave and I couldn't be counting down the days more. It helps that I'm so busy because it makes the days go by quicker. It feels like we were just planning this!

I am still rigorously speaking with Evan on the phone every night and our conversations just continue to amaze me. I don't remember the last time I actually found someone I can communicate with in a constant basis. We never run out of things to talk about and the conversation always takes an interesting turn. I love surrounding myself with people that are educated. (He is student teaching right now is Coeur d'Alene) I have found out so much about myself in the process and gained a pretty respectable friend in the process. I just need to catch up on my sleep!

All my money wants to go to Sephora too, btw.

That is all. This weekend should be pretty low key, not doing anything too fun aside from venturing to lunch with my good friend Aubrey before her ultrasound (She gets to find out the sex of her baby!) and working on homework which seems to be the story of my life. Possible study group on Sunday and not doing much else. Hope all is well. =]