GET THROUGH

Its raining outside. This kind of weather always seems to put me into a somber mood. I don't mind it. It actually calms me and that is exactly what I need right now; just a sense of calmness and serenity. Its quite the clash from the previous week. I finally feel at ease and content; far more content than I have been in a long time.

Today was pretty uneventful. Carrera and I went to Sephora and spent a good two hours in there. We sampled everything, and I ended up getting my make up completely done and fell in love with a foundation that I am ordering online that is kind of expensive but completely worth it. I don't know how many of you out there actually care much about make up in this sense but YouTube has some pretty great make up reviews and tutorials, along with Hauls from other people; great advice in general. Obviously I'm not THAT into make up because its tedious and I often don't have a lot of time in the morning to just spend an hour fixing up my face for people I really could care less about... rambling. Ill stop. Sephora was fun... the mall is basically still as lame as ever though. We also went to Target. I would love to know how it is possible you can go to that store with one thing in mind (aka, Hair dye) and walk out with thirty dollars worth of other crap that you don't really need, but thought you really wanted at the time? I worked there. I still have no idea how my paycheck didn't go right back into their hands every single time I got paid. Fact of the matter is- I purchased some nail polish, hair dye, smoothing creme and some other crap I cant even remember now. Lame... so lame. Especially when I am working to save as much money as I can to go to Chicago with.

I want to work out. It is driving me absolutely up the wall. I feel so unmotivated and unhealthy these days that I just feel uncomfortable? Sitting here watching Grey's Anatomy is really the last thing I should be doing in order to change that, but it is SOOO worth it.

The agenda tomorrow? Coffee in the morning and studying for school the rest of the day. I have an absurd amount of homework to do, and it will just be a long day of staying in pajamas and finishing this addictive TV show.

Watching this show make me miss Seattle. It smells like the ocean there, and the city is moving and thriving and alive, and not stuffy like New York... its actually movable. I need a vacation and that might be the first place that I would choose to go. There or San Fransisco. You can never go wrong with either of those places. I should realize that I am getting ready for a pretty big trip coming up in less than two months, but my mind is just wandering. Don't hate. :)

My nails are White... in all inspiration of one Matthew Devine and I kind of adore how pretty the color is for Winter. Normally, I could honestly care less about my nail color, but lately, I feel like feeling prettier; hence the make up and the polish.

"If God gave me grace, than why aren't I graceful?"